As the sun dives into the horizon

Splashing pink on to the sky

Splashing ink on to the paper

I sit back clueless

I lie back to see the pink fade into a blue mess

As the light fade into a memory of it

As the time made more and more of it

Where is that I fit

Will this night be lit at least

Why I for me is so significant

Knowing it’s going to end up in grit

Do I have the grit

I ask me on repeat

My feelers want to conquer and defeat

Everything that hurt my beat

Why my feelings are in this discreet fleet

I am just a distress with feet

These feeling such a trick, where is the treat?

This fire is flickering

Not letting the darkness win

But darkness, it finds a way to slide in

This fire is fighting

Is that the right thing

A light from the burning

The white of the ashing.

I meant to resolve these conflicts

I went to dissolve this love deficit

And it’s the night when it hit

These thoughts too many

And I have gone too tiny to fit.

Hiding it under wit

Playing it cool, I sit and I control

That’s how I roll

This unending unsureness.